Days into Months.

So... It's been days, weeks, months since I last wrote. (: Let's start off with the snip-its of details as shown belowww. (hmm... my last post was in May...)

JUNE.
- Choreographer's Ball/Dance Concert. I was in two performances, both in Act 3 of 3. --> Crazy (thrashy contemporary) and Do Work (hip hop). Do Work was first, once off stage I had to run and strip my skirt, shoes, and arm tights. I had only two minutes to get that off and get covered in body paints (hand prints, lines/"scratches") and let that dry before going back on stage. One girl said I can undress quickly. Hahah. We already had black dance shorts under our skirts, bytheway. d: Do Work was simple. Crazy was.. Well, crazy. I've never seen my body more black and blue before. I had a mickey mouse bruise at one point. :D I had to start wearing a knee brace at one point because I messed it up doing Donkey Kicks. /: In the end, all in all, worth the pain. <33>Not much happened. Catapult/trebuchet launchings of beanie babies for Physics. :3 Score? 98 out of 100. :D OHYEAH. (: Last day of school? Reading + Eating in Period One/Teacher Aiding. (: Fifth period/Physics tutorial? Setting up our group's "How To Feed A Dog" machine-thingy. We did it. (: Played BS for the last... 2 and a half hours of school. (: They played School's Out at the right time for them to come on the intercom to say "School's out for summer. That's right, we are done with the school year finally. Welcome summer!" with School's Out still playing in the background. Sadly... It didn't feel like the last day of school, but it was.

SUMMER.
- Not much going on... Hanging out with Dean.
- Needing to pack, but haven't.
- Staying in, going out, blah.
- Sleep over at Dean's after watching him dirt bike. (:

JULY.
- A lot is going to be happening a little later this month. (:
- Fourth of July was alright. Dean took my brother over to Aunt's then we headed up to his house, raced some on his xbox, then swam with his sister, or well, I stayed in the jacuzzi. (: hehe.
- Leaving in a couple days to drive to Vegas, then drive to Idaho. 13+ hours of driving total. :o Ohboyy.
- Stayed in Vegas over night. Met my dad's brother and sister in law.
- I drove from Vegas to Idaho the next day. That was fun. 100 mph+ sometimes. (:
- Finished a summer's worth of homework in 3 days. o: That was impressive for me.
- Thunderstorms. ♥
- 26th: Photoshoot with my half brother, Graham. Then got my lip pierced. :3

AUGUST.
- bought brother a gift, mailed it, he wanted to exchanged it, he didn't...in case it hurt my feelings. :l glad to know he cares.
- hair cut, hair dye sometime during this month I think. hated the cut for a looooong time.
- came home August 15th. woke up at 5 (4 am CA time). two hour drive to airport. two hour plane ride.
- Dean picked me up. ♥
- he carried my bag to his car, as I was about to get in, he wanted to show me our baby, Fireball (he's a dinosaur) in the backseat, sitting on all of Dean's letters, and has his seatbelt on. I woke my baby up to hold in the front seat with me. I reallllly missed Fireball. ♥
- we drove around Hollywood, then headed to the OC Fair. almost crashed...again. /: THANK GOD they fixed the brakes just a week before.
- after the fair, we went to my house, we looked for my other baby (my cat, Tonks). he stole my kisses from me a couple times. ♥
- my cat was under my mom's bed, squished between the bed and the box under the bed. that dork. hahah.
- Dean, grandma, mom, brother and I went to iHop for dinner. I sat with Dean, the others sat on the other side.

Wishing...

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now..." ♥

Normally, you want to make a wish to get something you want, to make something come true. Normally, wishes don't come true. Normally, you wish for your wish to come true, any wish. Normally, you have to work to get it. Normally, your wishes are way out of your league to make come true on your own. Normally... Your wish leaves you full of disappointment.

Wishing doesn't really solve anything, or create anything. I've wished to get in a car crash for a couple years. Never once happened. I've wished for him to come back to me, it hasn't happened, but he has talked to me. (: Either way, in the end, the wish isn't coming true.

I've seen one shooting star in my whole life. I made a wish, for the guy I was with to kiss me. You know... He would have if I didn't have a boyfriend. So, sometimes, if things were one way rather than the other, your wishes may just come true. I can't entirely promise, so please, don't take my word on it.

However, some wishes will come true. Take my aunt for example... She found out she had a brain tumor last April. Luckily, her wish that everything would go well, came true. That's the plus side. On the down side, there was dead brain cell build up, and cancer cells, and other things. Doctors removed it alllll. (: Another wish that came true.

So, in the end, some wishes do come true. Some do not. If you work hard enough, yes, maybe they will. Not all will though. Just take it slow, get your hopes up, or don't. Keep hoping. Do whatever it takes to make it come true. Just, be careful for what you wish for. (;

The memories are in the past, are they not? Just make new memories, love. <3

I need you more than I thought
and now you tell me it's over...

It's Over by Hawk Nelson <3

You're All I Have by Silverstein

'nough said.

You know, I want to test this out to see how it'll work (:
sooo...
testing. one, two, three, testing ! (:

my creative side (:

- Alexandra Jade (:
- sixteen
- dancer
-have a thing for abs (:
- yellow, white, and purple
- I have my own style
- poet and creative writer (:
- future fashion designer
- photographer and very photogenic (:
- rather random and crazy
- can be a total flirt
- love to mess around
- live
- autumn girl
- April fifth, nineteen-ninety-four
- tries on dresses for fun
- Disney freak
- New York City <33
- adopting twins; boy (Nathaniel James) and girl (Kaelyn Marie)
- still want an older brother
- 2010 New Years Resolution: stay single (:
- know exactly what I want in a relationship
- dead random, home skillet (:
- sleep on left side of bed ...only
- I have this thing about me where guys fall in love with me
- want a boyfriend who I can have stuff animal wars with (:
- happens to drink my cake d:
- want need something... romantic
- stupid raisins, stay out of my cookies ! yuck :x
- hopeless romantic looking for perfect mate
- bites [middle] bottom lip quite frequently
- sensitive and shy, but very confident in the things I do (:
- wants to be my [future] guys' weakness ♥
- my baby is forever my two year old kitten, Tonks
- sometimes, my phone passes away ):
- I once had to have a rolly-polly memorial service; I said, "In honor of... What's his name again? Oh, yes, Joe. I would like to say a few words, eenie, meanie, miney, moe!"
- after the memorial service, we all walked away. hehe
- proud virgin, thank you
- mom freaks out whenever I get anything lower than an A- and anything higher than a B
- 'cause I'm creative and artistic, is that so bad? (:
- TRUE love will find a way ♥
- I never say it, but I honestly do love my mom
- makes wishes on flower petals
- One more day... One more night... Baby, I'll be wishing still for one more day with you <3
- guys tend me make me shy on first dates
- enjoys falling in like, more than falling in love
- ohbytheway, single (:
- not promising marriage
- 'cause he was stealing cinderella ; sweetheart, I love you...
- I'm a secret, shh !
- pshh. I'm not gorgeous.
- get a hat, put random ideas in there. haha
- you|give|me|puppies. puppies|puppies|in|my|heart. sad|sad|puppies|whenever|we're|apart.
- hate it when people don't have faith in me :l
- promise me, you won't break any of your promises and you'll forever love me.
- random thoughts amuse me... oh, the things I'd do (:<
- July 10, 2009 : near death experience :/
- :D sweetheart you are truly beautiful <3
- "when you break my heart... everybody knows" Liar Liar by NeverShoutNever
- afraid to pick flowers... what if it hurts them when their steam breaks?
- don't tell me you love me, prove it
- *bang* lightninggg.
- been used, lied to, sexually harassed...
- used to hate my life, depressed for about two years +
- I am now the most optimistic person ever
- some girls cannot wait to shop for maternity clothes, I on the other hand cannot wait to be proposed to
- dream wedding : end of fall, beginning of winter
- met father for the first time... November 22-29, 2009
- has to get a hair cut every few months, can't stand the same hair style for too long
- and I often draw multiple sized circles all over my left hand and fingers, sometimes they travel up my left arm (: