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I tend to speak my mind better through words of non-lies. :) | (: Read in between the lines for a better understanding, not morals.

January 31, 2011

62. I know I'm not the best, but will you be mine? <3

January 1, 2011

Doesn't Kevin Bacon look like a serial killer?

Well, maybe not a serial killer, but I'm sure he drowns his cereal before eating it. ;) Therefore, he's a "cereal killer." :D

Don't be shy.(: Ask!(:

October 27, 2010

May, put your arms around me, what you feel is what you are, and what you are is beautiful. Oh, May, do you wanna get married, or run away? <3

September 6, 2010

Love is a game a game for two. Love is a game I wanna play with you

We all need love. Some desire it. Some lust for it. Some, like me, just want it to be real.

July 6, 2010

Days into Months.

So... It's been days, weeks, months since I last wrote. (: Let's start off with the snip-its of details as shown belowww. (hmm... my last post was in May...)

JUNE.
- Choreographer's Ball/Dance Concert. I was in two performances, both in Act 3 of 3. --> Crazy (thrashy contemporary) and Do Work (hip hop). Do Work was first, once off stage I had to run and strip my skirt, shoes, and arm tights. I had only two minutes to get that off and get covered in body paints (hand prints, lines/"scratches") and let that dry before going back on stage. One girl said I can undress quickly. Hahah. We already had black dance shorts under our skirts, bytheway. d: Do Work was simple. Crazy was.. Well, crazy. I've never seen my body more black and blue before. I had a mickey mouse bruise at one point. :D I had to start wearing a knee brace at one point because I messed it up doing Donkey Kicks. /: In the end, all in all, worth the pain. <33>Not much happened. Catapult/trebuchet launchings of beanie babies for Physics. :3 Score? 98 out of 100. :D OHYEAH. (: Last day of school? Reading + Eating in Period One/Teacher Aiding. (: Fifth period/Physics tutorial? Setting up our group's "How To Feed A Dog" machine-thingy. We did it. (: Played BS for the last... 2 and a half hours of school. (: They played School's Out at the right time for them to come on the intercom to say "School's out for summer. That's right, we are done with the school year finally. Welcome summer!" with School's Out still playing in the background. Sadly... It didn't feel like the last day of school, but it was.

SUMMER.
- Not much going on... Hanging out with Dean.
- Needing to pack, but haven't.
- Staying in, going out, blah.
- Sleep over at Dean's after watching him dirt bike. (:

JULY.
- A lot is going to be happening a little later this month. (:
- Fourth of July was alright. Dean took my brother over to Aunt's then we headed up to his house, raced some on his xbox, then swam with his sister, or well, I stayed in the jacuzzi. (: hehe.
- Leaving in a couple days to drive to Vegas, then drive to Idaho. 13+ hours of driving total. :o Ohboyy.
- Stayed in Vegas over night. Met my dad's brother and sister in law.
- I drove from Vegas to Idaho the next day. That was fun. 100 mph+ sometimes. (:
- Finished a summer's worth of homework in 3 days. o: That was impressive for me.
- Thunderstorms. ♥
- 26th: Photoshoot with my half brother, Graham. Then got my lip pierced. :3

AUGUST.
- bought brother a gift, mailed it, he wanted to exchanged it, he didn't...in case it hurt my feelings. :l glad to know he cares.
- hair cut, hair dye sometime during this month I think. hated the cut for a looooong time.
- came home August 15th. woke up at 5 (4 am CA time). two hour drive to airport. two hour plane ride.
- Dean picked me up. ♥
- he carried my bag to his car, as I was about to get in, he wanted to show me our baby, Fireball (he's a dinosaur) in the backseat, sitting on all of Dean's letters, and has his seatbelt on. I woke my baby up to hold in the front seat with me. I reallllly missed Fireball. ♥
- we drove around Hollywood, then headed to the OC Fair. almost crashed...again. /: THANK GOD they fixed the brakes just a week before.
- after the fair, we went to my house, we looked for my other baby (my cat, Tonks). he stole my kisses from me a couple times. ♥
- my cat was under my mom's bed, squished between the bed and the box under the bed. that dork. hahah.
- Dean, grandma, mom, brother and I went to iHop for dinner. I sat with Dean, the others sat on the other side.

May 20, 2010

Wishing...

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now..." ♥

Normally, you want to make a wish to get something you want, to make something come true. Normally, wishes don't come true. Normally, you wish for your wish to come true, any wish. Normally, you have to work to get it. Normally, your wishes are way out of your league to make come true on your own. Normally... Your wish leaves you full of disappointment.

Wishing doesn't really solve anything, or create anything. I've wished to get in a car crash for a couple years. Never once happened. I've wished for him to come back to me, it hasn't happened, but he has talked to me. (: Either way, in the end, the wish isn't coming true.

I've seen one shooting star in my whole life. I made a wish, for the guy I was with to kiss me. You know... He would have if I didn't have a boyfriend. So, sometimes, if things were one way rather than the other, your wishes may just come true. I can't entirely promise, so please, don't take my word on it.

However, some wishes will come true. Take my aunt for example... She found out she had a brain tumor last April. Luckily, her wish that everything would go well, came true. That's the plus side. On the down side, there was dead brain cell build up, and cancer cells, and other things. Doctors removed it alllll. (: Another wish that came true.

So, in the end, some wishes do come true. Some do not. If you work hard enough, yes, maybe they will. Not all will though. Just take it slow, get your hopes up, or don't. Keep hoping. Do whatever it takes to make it come true. Just, be careful for what you wish for. (;

May 14, 2010

The memories are in the past, are they not? Just make new memories, love. <3